Thursday, September 27, 2012

Recent me

Currently I'm in Manipal, India pursuing my degree course in medicine
the air is so dusty here and the traffics were very bad 
you can just keep hearing the honing sound non stop on the road 
crossing the road has becoming a deep knowledge here
because vehicles were the priority, they will just pass by without caring the people walking-.-

We have classes from 8am to 5pm in the evening 
schedule is kinda pack as well, 
2 hours of anatomy dissection class we had 4 days per week were so tiring
even on Saturday we will have class : (
lecturers also expect us after class will go back and study  
but the brain already keep functioning since morning
go back study somemore...really no need to rest meh?? -.-
everyday I feel so tiring and about 10pm I will go to bed
but the problem is the next morning I still feel tired!!pathetic!!!!!
sighhhhh~~ maybe I had too much holiday and my engine already cold down
you can see me still online-ing everyday while other people were busy studying T.T
keep study and studying is just not my cup of tea but the bad news is the courses I took needed that
what to do??I've chosen this path 

I always stick with 4 of my course mate here and all were chinese
but I am still not that close with them yet...not really can click and no much topic
maybe I'm just too shy lol xD
my desk mate beside me both were chinese guy and we were like hi during class starts and bye after that 
I cannot express myself here T.T

Hope everything will goes well here and will try to update my blog more often!
Cheers everyone!!


xOxO


Sunday, September 2, 2012

My 20th Birthday

Wow...it has been quite a long time I deserted my blog because of laziness 
will update something that happened recently in this post


I went to KL last 2 weeks with my friends during the Raya holiday.
Yes, finally I get chance to try in Jogoya, a Japanese style buffet restaurant on the first day.
omg I ate a lot, no kidding!!please call me the Queen of Jogoya~~ *waving* lol

The next day, we went for laser tag game (something similar to paintball but replacing with laser)
in Midvalley and we actually had so much fun!

At night, I went for clubbing with my secondary school friends to countdown for my 20 th birthday
at first I was alright but in the end I cannot even get myself to the toilet and I think you can guess what happened next...I vomited INSIDE of the club! so much embarrassing......
My friends immediately get me out of there but Oh No!! I puke again! OUTSIDE of the club! embarrass x2
the most unforgettable birthday ever >.<

Last day, I met and fare-welled with another few of secondary friends before went back to Kuantan.
My dad picked me up at the bus station but the weird thing is he did not fetching me home...
he brought me to the beach, bank and even to eat lok lok..we almost rounded the whole Kuantan!-.-
finally, when I reached home, my friends were in my house with song and cakes! *touched*

I really felt so glad to have my friends in my life!!Love them so much!!!
but these 2 days, most of them left for uni to further studies :(
I miss all of you so much!! all the best in everything and may our friendship last
Feel free to give me a call when you all have free time



xOxO

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Let by gone be by gone




一切的都将成为过去
再大的风雨过后
总会是晴天

Friday, May 11, 2012

Soon

Kia Ora everyone!!:D
My work in the pack house finally ended on Tuesday!!
facing apples everyday for about 3 months...so sick of apples already -.-
I will be traveling around the south island for about 20 days 

Now I'm in my first stop, Wellington, the capital of New Zealand for 3 days
this is the second big city after Auckland if I'm not mistaken   
love to see so many people walking on the street, the traffics, 
night view of the building's light......so enjoyed being in the city!!
there are much more people and taller buildings here compare to Napier
somehow I still miss Aqua Lodge, the backpacker's house where I live in Napier :(
Aqua Lodge is more like a home, living with the people you use to be, much warmer

I went to the Te Pa Pa museum today...it was kinda interesting actually!
this visit makes me change my perception towards a museum, 
they have 3D short clips, videos, action earthquake house, 
the real giant squid specimen which is bigger than my size......totally different from M'sia!!
tomorrow we will be going to the parliament tour and ride the hundred years cable car..:D

anyway, I will be back to Malaysia in early June which is just a few weeks time
so wait for me guys...I'm coming back SOON~!!


xOxO



Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Sick

Yes, I've fall sick...because it hurts this time...so badly
lies among truth, truth among lies
I cannot differentiate which is which anymore

maybe it was a mistake since the very beginning
there is none to blame nor scold
just simply an ownself stupidity

anyhow, time will cure
time will fades everything
and soon I will recover
but just time is the matter now

                                                                                                                               
                                                                                                                                                                                     I need someone to talk... 
                                                                                                                                                                                     I need someone to hear...
                                                                                                                                                                                                   I need a hug......                                                                                                                                      
xOxO

Sunday, April 1, 2012

I'm Broke

About 2 months I've been in NZ already...time flies!



What I've broke here?

I broke my leg...
fell down few days ago in the pack house and twisted my leg!!:(
so damn pain!!I couldn't stand up and can only sit there yelling for pain
I was so afraid that the same case like last time where I injured my left leg happen again
after awhile I was able to stand up and it was just a little pain
so I continue to work, but the pain gets stronger and stronger
I force myself to stand it until I finished my work
when i got back to house, I felt so pain that I could barely walk
I cannot find any spray or medicine but just some ice to put on
the next day my leg gets better so I decided to go to work though the pain was still there
after all my leg is recovered now, I think

I broke my laptop...
my lappie!!gone!!!yes..this is so wtf!!
I don't know what's wrong with in
when I turn on only black screen came out and was stated there is no bootable device
what does it mean?!!someone who is expert in pc please save my lappie!!
 I need it so much here T.T

I broke my glasses...
I broke my specs during work
it is so expensive for me to fix them here
but luckily I still have my contact lens with me

I broke a relationship...
perhaps, sometimes there are things that is not need to be said or told
somewhere, somehow, words are still words
but then after all, memories will be the most killing ones 


Anyway...Easter day is coming next week!
and finally I'm having 4 days of break!!holidays~~
plus, I have to go to the Malaysia Embassy in Wellington to sit for my USM MUnSyI test
besides, I'm also planning to go to Australia for 1 week
looking forward to my travel in NZ and Australia...can't wait to see the world!
will upload some photos soon so stay tune everyone!
ciao~


xOxO

Sunday, March 4, 2012

5th Week in NZ

This is my 5th week in New Zealand
almost everything got settled down and going stable

Somehow, I have to work EVERYDAY without off until the end of April!!:(
the work is so tiring...I got blue-back on both of my arms for carrying those heavy boxes of apples
but the worst thing is I need to wake up 4.30 am in the morning as my work starts at 6 am!!!T.T
it was freezing cold here in the morning, can't stop shivering while brushing teeth -.-
everyday I prayed that the working time could past asap
after finishing work, we went back to cook for our dinner and the next days's breakfast
these were the daily routine I repeated everyday

I got scolded by my supervisor last week
he screamed at me so loud almost the whole pack house's workers heard
and the point is I don't think I did anything wrong
his scream frightened me actually and I feel like crying
I forced myself not to, but once I get back to my position I couldn't stand it anymore
my tears start to flow and flow......I feel so 委屈 at that moment
but after that I was alright

My results coming out in 3 days time
I got no expectation because I think the more you expect, the higher your disappointment will be
people said, what you sow and what you will reap
if you sow abundantly, you will reap abundantly
but I had sow sparingly, so I know what I will reap
I just hope I can go through these
because if you cannot accept the failure now, how are you going to face more the challenges in your life?
no matter what, all is well~~
I just hand in all to God


All the best everyone!!

xOxO

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Reached

After about 12 hrs of flight...oh yeah I'm in Napier, New Zealand now!
so cold~~here though it's still summer here -.-
5 hrs of difference from Malaysia...jet lag
it is so hard to get free wi-fi here!!!we need to pay for it most of the time :(((
4 nz dolar = rm 10 per hour of internet!!!!!!!!!!sigh~
mcd free wi-fi but can't video call also and is kinda far

I stayed in a backpackers house
with lots of "guai lou" and almost all "gou dai wai mang"~~xD
they're very friendly but dirty at the same time
I don't know how many days they had left their dishes there already


Went for work briefing in the morning today
will be start working on thursday as a fruit packer
and now is the apple season here


McD is closing already, I have to go...so stay tune!



xOxO
 

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Bye

Currently at McD LCCT
waiting for my flight to New Zealand at tomorrow 8.40am

Yang Ning and Shu Min came to send me in bus station
can't control myself and my tears fall
my friends and their family were there too...so embarassing man -.-

I still can't believe that I'm going to NZ this soon
actually now I feel kinda scare, not secure
3 months le in a foreign country
I will be missing everything in Malaysia : (

Anyway, this will sure be an unforgettable experience somehow
hoping a better change in myself
wish to become more mature and understanding
wish me luck everyone!!don't miss me ya xD

Take care and good luck!
Bye bye~~



xOxO

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Happy Chinese New Year







HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2012




Happy Dragon Year everyone!!
best wishes and good luck 
this year will be a better year isn't it? : )





xOxO



Monday, January 9, 2012

Time Bomb

How?!! am so worry now...my heart is beating fast!
it might be the 4th world war
I got no gut to face these


yes, it's all my fault
mean to hurt no one
don't want to see them get hurt or upset anymore
but what can I do??
somebody please teach me
time BOMB is going to EXPLODE...very soon




God, please be with me no matter what happen...I pray, Amen!



Wednesday, January 4, 2012

天灰

我的天空今天有点灰


我的心是个落叶的季节

我不知道如何度过今夜

所有的灯早已经全都熄灭