Sick

Yes, I've fall sick...because it hurts this time...so badly
lies among truth, truth among lies
I cannot differentiate which is which anymore

maybe it was a mistake since the very beginning
there is none to blame nor scold
just simply an ownself stupidity

anyhow, time will cure
time will fades everything
and soon I will recover
but just time is the matter now

                                                                                                                               
                                                                                                                                                                                     I need someone to talk... 
                                                                                                                                                                                     I need someone to hear...
                                                                                                                                                                                                   I need a hug......                                                                                                                                      
xOxO

I'm Broke

About 2 months I've been in NZ already...time flies!



What I've broke here?

I broke my leg...
fell down few days ago in the pack house and twisted my leg!!:(
so damn pain!!I couldn't stand up and can only sit there yelling for pain
I was so afraid that the same case like last time where I injured my left leg happen again
after awhile I was able to stand up and it was just a little pain
so I continue to work, but the pain gets stronger and stronger
I force myself to stand it until I finished my work
when i got back to house, I felt so pain that I could barely walk
I cannot find any spray or medicine but just some ice to put on
the next day my leg gets better so I decided to go to work though the pain was still there
after all my leg is recovered now, I think

I broke my laptop...
my lappie!!gone!!!yes..this is so wtf!!
I don't know what's wrong with in
when I turn on only black screen came out and was stated there is no bootable device
what does it mean?!!someone who is expert in pc please save my lappie!!
 I need it so much here T.T

I broke my glasses...
I broke my specs during work
it is so expensive for me to fix them here
but luckily I still have my contact lens with me

I broke a relationship...
perhaps, sometimes there are things that is not need to be said or told
somewhere, somehow, words are still words
but then after all, memories will be the most killing ones 


Anyway...Easter day is coming next week!
and finally I'm having 4 days of break!!holidays~~
plus, I have to go to the Malaysia Embassy in Wellington to sit for my USM MUnSyI test
besides, I'm also planning to go to Australia for 1 week
looking forward to my travel in NZ and Australia...can't wait to see the world!
will upload some photos soon so stay tune everyone!
ciao~


xOxO