5th Week in NZ

This is my 5th week in New Zealand
almost everything got settled down and going stable

Somehow, I have to work EVERYDAY without off until the end of April!!:(
the work is so tiring...I got blue-back on both of my arms for carrying those heavy boxes of apples
but the worst thing is I need to wake up 4.30 am in the morning as my work starts at 6 am!!!T.T
it was freezing cold here in the morning, can't stop shivering while brushing teeth -.-
everyday I prayed that the working time could past asap
after finishing work, we went back to cook for our dinner and the next days's breakfast
these were the daily routine I repeated everyday

I got scolded by my supervisor last week
he screamed at me so loud almost the whole pack house's workers heard
and the point is I don't think I did anything wrong
his scream frightened me actually and I feel like crying
I forced myself not to, but once I get back to my position I couldn't stand it anymore
my tears start to flow and flow......I feel so 委屈 at that moment
but after that I was alright

My results coming out in 3 days time
I got no expectation because I think the more you expect, the higher your disappointment will be
people said, what you sow and what you will reap
if you sow abundantly, you will reap abundantly
but I had sow sparingly, so I know what I will reap
I just hope I can go through these
because if you cannot accept the failure now, how are you going to face more the challenges in your life?
no matter what, all is well~~
I just hand in all to God


All the best everyone!!

xOxO